No regrets?

How does one live life with no regrets if you have no idea what you might regret later in life?

I can look back and see things that might have been nice, or better had I known to change them.

I can wish for things to have been different in one way or another either by my actions of the actions of another.

Do I regret things from my past that I think I might take to my death bed and have to beg for understanding?

No, not yet.

I can look back at the years as well though and wonder what might have been had I put myself in a better position.

What if I had followed through on the hopes of being a social worker specializing in teens issues?

Was there any chance that if I had applied myself to different interests that I might have been a success at something?

Have my years been wasted trying to track down people who are dead or don't want contact?

Will I regret the time I have spent on my search, the years spent?

What have I gained out of it all?

What might I have become had I not spent my time fighting what so often feels like a losing battle?

I can't say for sure because I'm not yet feeling like I can throw that towel in.

At this moment, it feels like it could be soon, and then I wonder.

If I throw in the towel and somehow get my answers when I feel like I have given up, what might I regret?

I can only give one answer.

I would regret finding out that I was close to finding my birth father, gave up, and then found him at the grave just like Dottye.

There is I know another thing I may very well regret. 

That is continuing my search and finding him dead even soon.

What will I regret when my time is over?

How do I find a way to live without regrets?