Wouldn't it be nice to not wonder? Or would it?

I wonder what it would be like

to never wonder.

To go to bed each night,

knowing I had one mother.

To never feel the need to protect them

from each other.

Always knowing where I came from 

and never having to wonder.

To see my face as as she walks by

as a reflection in the mirror.

To know that my talents too

would soon appear.

To have the same interests,

maybe even to fit in.

Being original all the time adds to a loneliness

to have the  same interests as my kin.

I wonder what it would be like

to never wonder.

What would it be like to be on the inside

looking out with the rest?

I wonder what it feels like

to have one mother

To not have to watch my words,

to not have to bite my tongue

to not have to protect anyone from each other

I wonder what it would be like.
I wonder what it would be like to totally embrace
and to totally be embraced with a love from only one mother.

Really, I just wonder.